Vent time...

Warning: This is basically a vent post-sorry. This week=stress week.' I have been so overwhelmed this week because it's the first round of midterms...and I haven't even taken one test!! I took Tuesday off at work so I could study all day, it was so nice. I felt so prepared and on top of it. Wednesday night I decided to go take a break and see a movie(I saw Taken-really good movie!). That was fine except for when I got home I was overwhelmed, studied really late and ended up missing my first class. I hate missing class. I feel like if I miss class than I don't deserve a good grade at all. && I want good grades!! Today was very overwhelming. I had a great schedule to take a test today but then I realized how unprepared I am for this test. I could be prepared but on top of preparing for my 3 tests I have to study all the muscles for my anatomy lab tomorrow afternoon. So much to do!! So I figured I'll still be fine, study anatomy, go to lab, and then go take my comD test. But I have a problem-I tell people I'll do something with them and then I end up telling multiple people i'll hang out/study/go to the gym/etc with them. Then I have to cancel and feel like such a flake. Apparently I told a few people I would go to a party with them this weekend...who was I kidding?! So once again I get to be a flake and cancel my social life for school-welcome to college. Then there's roommates. I never knew it would be so hard!! One minute everything's fine and then everything's tense, which is probably just me this week since I'm so stressed. I love my roommates to death, they are the funniest girls. But sometimes I just have to go somewhere else with some other friends. And one more-between all this craziness I completely forgot about my church calling. I was supposed to schedule a bunch of interviews for this week w/ my rs president...and I've done zero, yes zero. She called me tonight and then I realized...so horrible. Then I have to visit several apartments this week to get to know the girls...this weeks almost over! So hopefully after tomorrow I'll get my life a little more in order...but for now I'm going crazy.